Out with the OLD!!!

So I recently cut off a person of interest that I was involved with for a little over a year. This person was, at first, kind, caring, and paid attention to me. I enjoyed his company and we did things together that any other person would consider to be weird or corny. That was what I liked about him, he was something like me.

As time went on things began to change. This was something that was bound to happen, but I wanted to slow it down. I became busy with school and work and so did he. We would see each other at ramdon times if not at all. This is something that I wasnt fond of and didnt want to continue on having things happen like this.

In my heart I wanted to make it work because I felt a connection with him as I had never before with any other person that I was involved with thus far. To say the least he was actually the happiest encounter thus far. This, however, is no reason to put up with the things that I would brush off and mark and miniture.

I think that people are put into your lives for a purpose. Looking back I feel that his purpose was to show me patience and guide me to feel comfortable with myself enough to know that I cant always get what I want.

Dont get me wrong I feel that I am as spoiled as the day is long. This was something that I needed to work on for myself. Him being in my life and putting the realization into my head that everything is not YES YES YES, has helped me to be the person that I should be.

With all that being said, we are no longer invloved because he has not come to the maturity level that he needs to be in understanding that everything in life isnt easy and if you wanna be with someone you need to work at it. I felt as though I was putting in all the work and wanting things to succeed and he wasnt meeting me half (or any way) for that matter.

I feel that I am deserving of a respectable man that will help me to be better as I will him. Is it too much to ask for a simple text message throughout the day just to show you care? People are busy all the time and I feel like you make time for what you wanna make time for.... and I guess I wasnt on the list.

All in all, I surely wish him the best and hope that one day he will grow into the man that I believe him to be so that this doesnt continue to happen.

All men are not bad men, they are just not at the level that they need to be in order to express or apply the potential that I know is present (just dormant)